a guru needs no guru. He or she is alone. This is not the same as loneliness. It always get lonelier as you rise to the top but this is aloneness. you enter into a cocoon of your ownspace and time. Chin up , be strong ! you , yourself are Mahadev ! devo ka dev mahadev. discover thy self. all that is needed is deeksha from a guru and guidance ! the rest is up to you,your experience. discover tantra ! boom shankara !